stupid....

I fucked myself... what can I say....

the world is full of stupidity, look at everyone, what you will see is stupidity.

don't lie to your self.. asshole....

i was on this fuckin website, the so famous facebook.com... ok what did i see, humans full of fucking stupidity... everything is just a plain stupidity. everyone wants to show that they are happy from their pictures to status. .. if not, they brag about something else like their loses and shits. .. .. of course it's stupid, it shows limitless foolishness of the humanity.. everyone had chosen to play the fucking game of this life.. this is shit...


of course in the end i'll realize that i'm wrong..

the hell i care.. of course humans are stupid... they cause their own sorrow, from the first day we are born, a human is a stupid being, a fool, don't know anything but to cry, and continuously seeking comfort... comforts that sooner or later ends... but still wan't to move on because there is nothing we know.... WHY AM I FUCKING HERE BITCH????? to continue the legacy???? the legacy of the fucking stupidity??? what the fuck... AND what are the other things I can choose? to fucking end this life?? to die to kill myself?? what the hell!!! why would i want to live? or why would i want to die??? thats bullshit.. this world is fuckin insane, we can't be here for something... something what? something my ass... if we are supposedly have any purpose? what could it be? to fucking study? and work, marry, fuck, then die? . . . .. . if there is something you call paradise, then another bullshit, why not live there now.... everything is wrong, and by just your fucking reasoning, you can fool your self and make it right... fuck you human... of course i'm a human also.. still fuck you human... dam shame..


fuck it man... love fuck glory honor shit money attention fame, whats the sense of all of these?... i see people that wants comfort, in a manner that it wouldn't produce any sort of pain. by giving love, charity, support, or any sort of good. some do this by fighting the fucking cause of this suffering by becoming impatient, it's like fighting fire with fire... either way both are shits.. once you move on to the next level of course your current state wouil definitely change, and your not the same anymore of course... then what? stupidity.. you'll continuously use your reasoning, your head your mind,, what ever you call it, in what reason? to reason out what just happened... and then what? stupid fucking asshole. fear, doubt, uncertainty,.. to counter such what we call negativity, we fool ourselves by reasoning out.... by knowing the cause, and find a solution... why? to be happy... then after being happy? after the change? now what? it's either you are sad or neutral... this case, you're not happy anymore... then what? of course nothing is certain.... how about death? the hell would i know... the hell did anyone know about death... fuck them

shuei

all you have to do is to know the rules of the game and play it better than anyone else.... simple as it is.... understand what is there than assuming that it is what you expect.


bastard.. remember this, ignorance excuses no one... there are certain laws in every place that you need to respect... whether you are a good person or not, once you jump from the top of a building, you'll surely hit the ground..
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this are just things that i learned from my day to day living, by reading other blogs, knowing famous persons like einstein, seeking answers on the questions that runs in my head, and so on... It's true right? that there is no harm you can get by repeating a good thing.. and that originality is just remembering what others say or did, and forgetting that others name....

ya.. and it is really true that an intelligent fool can make simple things complicated and complex

i < 3 u

Cold is the shell of a mind who dare,
trying to write yesterday's bliss of my heart,
the shearing and the stress.

to stare at your eyes
to taste your smell.
no debts I care, no thoughts I swear...
Meaningless are the lines circles ,
nonsense are the angles and numbers,
for only at your presence which I care.
exchanging glances, in a meaningless way.
saying hi, just like the others would say.
pretending you're not in sight
to conceal the truth that it is you
who makes me excite..

I don't know if this is true
cause in reality it isn't really about you.
the bliss that i get from your smile,
the spark generated when your skin touches mine,
all of this is a lie.
Because all the sweetness, only takes place when your eyes met mine
for such a reason that my world isn't yours
and yours isn't mine.
It is true that I seldom think of you here.
with each others absence, there is no love I can share.
You're not the antidote on this dreadful world
nor the potion of rejuvenations.
For such memory of yours only halt any of my actions...
nothing so much to describe you, but a poison in my virtue.

So much, nothing

Breeze

Frozen wind blows,
the mist touches the highland leaf
droping its dew in the shallow basin,
forms with the sprouted spring.
seeking the path,
flows through veins
Oh flow young rivers
fill the ocean
and smile with the sun
Fly through the sky
and flow with the wind,
that mighty clouds then cry
quenching the thirst of the land
replenishing the mountain high



the waves of the ocean may change,
the flow of the rivers may redirect,
there might be no constant form of cloud,
but they were all still the same water..
In different form,
changes, but still the same.
just like my love for you..

Oh water, blessed be the one that receives your love..