July 2011

July 2011, the laziness strikes me and hit so very hard..

Today

May 5 2011, Thursday. 10:44am

I just finished merienda here at cubicle in alternative fuels division at Department of Energy Philippines. (working as an intern)

I'm wondering again and again, and I think this habit won't stop until death.
I noticed that my wiring are negative or misery oriented. I often notice people's mistake around me, their bad habits, their negativity, every wrong doing I can't help but to see. I don't know, maybe I'm just thinking that I'm better than anyone else around me. Ahh so paranoid..

I'm on facebook, and I'm visiting the site almost regularly. The site's intent was nice in my opinion, to connect people, to keep in-touch. Long lost friends see each others, always have news to what happens, ideas on what people talk about. It's nice, But it doesn't appear that way as I see it. Every time I log-in, If not a boastful status message, misfortune statuses are there, or sometimes you'll notice a friend who have no status, as if he/she don't care, but he/she is online... I don't know, maybe I'm just thinking that i'm better than anyone else around me...
Imagine the world now, friends will never get no contact to each other as long as there's facebook, or internet. Everyone is connected.

chirp chrp chirp chirp chrip- birds
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr- aircon
blah blah blah blah blah- co workers
clink klingk klenk - keys
plak plek plak - papers
if symptoms persists consult your doctor- radio
pak pak pak pak - steps
click click click
tok tok tok tok - mouse, keyboard
criinnng criiiing- phone

whatelse , plates on glass top table...
rolling wheels

Hello Mate

I took a review on my notes, journals, drafts, scribbles, etc.

I therefore conclude that, I am not the same person who wrote such things.
Whoever he is, hes gone. dead, replaced, transformed, transcend, evolved, whatever.

I consider this place as sanctuary. A refugee.
A direct window to right hemisphere of my brain which is managed by my left.
They cannot oppose each, for it will cause destruction. Hence, it supports each other in harmony.

Ney

sorry.......
sorry for being insensitive
sorry for being dumb
sorry for not meeting your expectations
sorry for being cold
sorry for all sorry for everything
but sometimes, i feel sorry not at all
sorry for being rude
sorry when misunderstood
sorry for loving you
sorry for being selfish
sorry I am jealous
sorry for the disappointments I had made
sorry for making you mad
but I am somewhat glad, in someway I made it in your heart
sorry no more for me
sorry no more, now she totally left me
sorry is what I say, for hours into days, I hope I won't mourn all the way
I love you, yes I do.
but my definitions aren't sure, nothing matches you

yellow whole grains rich in carbs sometimes pop sometimes in cob, usually boiled.
eaten then enjoyed... ^^ mais

Despair

The wrath of the Gods has struck me again.
Everyday was a shame