my

Unique

Naaa. We're all same humans,
arranged in different atomic structure.
With the same chemical compositions..
So why bother? just live our lives..

this would be a farewell for a blog without readers..

haha!

just another day at the office

again,. another day. I learned new things and forget the older ones.. . . . how nice..
my main reason in writing is: for you to have fun and try to make you impress, but i don't think I shouldn't try it anymore, cause I already did making fun of me . didn't I ? (haha)
If I could only use that very powerful command here: "the copy paste" , then I could do a better job than this.
Did you thought of that? all you need to do is very simple: highlight and copy your thoughts from your head then paste it here.. Isn't it great? haha lol.

June 4, 2009. . not really the real date you wrote it.

pundong2@yahoo.com
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-makulit-
-patient-
-a guy who knows wat the word RESPECT means and knows how to..
-yung funny,may sense of humor-
-thoughtful-
-caring-
-hindi masyadong goodluking pero may dating-
-hindi ka papaiyakin..
-simple but rock-
-astig-
-brave, kaya kang ipaglaban..^^-
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I just copied this from a beautiful chick at friendster..

actually Im.. YEAH!!
YEAH!!

enunciation and resiliency are one of the skills that should be improve..
YEAH?

well since everyone tells something about their selves.. why shouldn't I? this is me. i'm yeah.. thats all thank you.. do I need to elaborate myself? of course not.. so here it goes, my name is Theodore James B. Munar.. I came from my mother, just like you. My parents got my name from a name of a movie director during their youthful times.. Theodore James.. hhyaa right. even when I was a child, I'm asking my self why did they gave me this weird name. There are lots of other names scattered out there! like ahm... jose, lito, bong, michael, richard, juan, piping,..
well..I think it doesn't matter anyway.. haha.. and besides, Theodore James sounds cool sometimes!.. like when introducing my self; Hi! my name is James, Theodore James!. just like james bong. haha.. Well right now im 20 yrs. old. I don't have favorite color, food, books, place, games, music, shirt, pants, movie etc.. having favoritism will make your life boring you know? (about those favorites ko sa taas? hayaan nyu na, hehe)

Earlier before,I had read an article about mental break downs or some sort of.. and I conclude that I have psychosis... well, I think it's just alright.. many weird thoughts entered my mind, I often found my self talking to myself.. I had fun, until one night I started to hear a voice out of nowhere. and it doesn't even sound like my own voice!.. holy crap! It chills me to the bones!.. then I started to realize that it's not fun at all, being psychotic.. (even while typing this I feel cold around my neck. I wish I could punch unseen spirits).. well anyway, much more of me? of course no one can put all of himself in one piece of
(what do you call this?) monitor.
Well of course I can do that. but I won't do that.... hmm.. much more of me is.. more often I like what almost every body dislikes, just to be unique in some ways. I like martial arts, bug watching, running, hunting, fishing, lurking, and syempre anings. I also like beating my little big brother.. i like anime before, specially when I was in elementary. It even influence my way of thinking, character and personality.. but since now everyone likes anime and reading mangas (it's supposed to be eaten), Im not that interested unlike before. its so childish, in my opinion; for example animes like bakugang brawler, biba man, rock star exe, baby blade, crush gear, soids, yugi yow! bigi mon, solo mon, pero i like pokemon.. go pikachu! saka yung baka the grappler! the best.. astig dun si yongiro puma lear e.. meron din ako napanood ung samurai seven ba un? saka ung virtual fighter( may pitong di pangkaraniwang bituin sa langit at ayon sa alamat ang mga special child lng ang nakakakita neto) something like that.. cool!!. hehe

When it comes to talent.. I got lots of it, and i don't even know what to develop first. so I end up of not choosing one talent to master.. XD. How brilliant I was..
I like to answer the biggest questions in life, and answering it by looking at the horizon.. questions like, "why are we here?" the answer is very simple, "it's because, our parents love each other and it so happened that they are fertile!" they are the cause of our existence.. hehe.. maybe you've got a question? feel free to ask..
and I'm free to answer it with all my heart..

this would be enough as for now I think.. this is what i tell you.. i'm sure i'm not the first impression you saw.. I want to be an action star.. or just to be somebody someday..

fucking gay!

October 20, 2008 . . . yeah!!

hihihihihi wow im writing a blog. ehemehem test mic

Well there are many thoughts that I think I should write and I want to share with the whole world..... hahaha nakaktawa mukang tanga.

Thats the reason why Im doing this. And.. yeah thats it.

Im a shit! whos interested in reading a loser's blog!? well if you do.. you better read this. Shit! Bullshit! I am a born loser so what? thats life. They maybe laughing at me, but they don't know I also laugh at them.

So I'm calling my self a loser? I think I'm just so conscious about my self, I feel shit thinking this way. I'm so concern of people what may say about me?? What the hell I was thinking?? who am I an Actor? an Artist? thats shit! man. Self centered Bitch, Im just a dust in this world just like you. The world will continue its spin no matter what happen to us. I think this is the reason why I can't show my self to others? what do you think? Im too self centered.

''Every one change'' good thing I know my weakness, but only some as for now.

hehehe charing!! actually I want to say something much better than this. bakit ganun mas astig kapag nasa isip ko lang. ok practise pa.. potek yan habang nag susulat ako iniisip ko kung anu sasabihin ng magbabasa. EDI ALA DIN PALA, PANU KO MASASABI UNG NASAKIN KUNG HANGANG DITO CONSCIOUS AKO?? haha. cguru masmaganda kung kunwari may kausap nlng ako no?? tama next time nlng katamad din pla mag ganto.

October 22, 2008 at 4:17 am (remember the dates mate)

hello there,,,.,., yo wassup yyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

ahhhmmm ahh ehhh akala mo ha ala ko masasabe ?? yeah.

When I was young I was small, there was a time that Im acting as a NINJA!! what the hell was that??! but now I don't do ninja stuffs anymore. Television influenced my way of thinking when I was a kid specialy anime(well as for now im still a kid) ninjas do exist a long time ago in a far away land like telly tubbies . WTF, I hate naruto! they are not ninja they are magicians doing a lots of magic! kabooom. www.entertheninja.com if you want to learn about NINJA! yan tunay na ninja! ninjaninjahan haha kakatawang site yan Freak's webpage. And if you want to learn NINJITSU www.ashidakim.com another Ninja page. hahah

I learned ninja stuff during my highschool years because of the influence of television and other mass media specialy internet. The techniques,meditation,history, the Art. And lot of times I think that I just wasted my time freaking out with those . When I look at the others I see the difference, the way of thinking,the way they talk, socializing with the others etc etc. I'm the silent type I am the shadow I am the dark! [or just a shy type] I can't make a conversation long when I'm talking with a nonclose person. I screwed my highschool days damn!. Sometimes I feel superior when I look with the other guys around because I have an unusual skill and sometimes I feel weird which is true I gues.

''GET A LIFE!'' one of the phrase that I learned in the internet, people in the internet use this word when giving a comment usually in a video where the person that made the video seems to be doing many nonsense things.

Get a life! thats what I should do! (buti nalang hindi na ninja hilig ko. Iba na muay thai na! hehe) (-_-) tapus

hanga ko sa mga taong magaling gumamit ng sentence saka malawak yung vocabulary. correct ninyu spelling ko a

dear diary

It's raining, while eating lunch.. and at the carenderia, there's a stranded foreigner beside me, talking with a fellow filipino. The foreigner speaks so strange due to the fact that he got different accent unlike ours of course.

In my head, something tells me to join their conversation, without any good reason at all. So, after I'd finished my meal - I ask the foreigner "excuse me, where you from?"
then the foreigner replied - "I'm from amerika.. at California." Trying my best to act naturally I say, "So, what brings you here?" a long pause from the american and, " mmm. I'm sight seeing!" with a great smile from the stranger's face. He also told me that he wants to visit Mabini's house and the nonstop rain prevents him from doing so, Making him stranded..
Then after that two few sentence I made, I stand up and paid my bill.. Well - I'm not used to those kinds of scenarios. So, I don't know what to do next. My vocabulary seems to hide during that time with the american.. haha.. without even saying good bye or any farewell, I just left them there..

Until I realize that, that moment is the chance for me to practice spoken english. all the things that I wanted to say just came in the moment that i left them.. Oh, what a crap.. I just wasted the chance.

thoughts of my existence
through words i try to express
for you to share
not to misinterpret.
- blog


what it feels like to be in your position?
what it feels like to be in the others state of thinking?
what it feels like to be you, not me?
do other people also think of this kinds of stuffs that I had in my mind?
why am I here?
what if I'm not existing? does it make difference? I must be very lucky to exist.
i think there's a purpose of me being here..

I remember this are the questions I ask myself when i was...... i think in grade 3 elementary.
As I recall it was early morning, when I'm walking my way to school, every time at the same spot near the gate, The thought, the questions, often pop in this little head of mine.
By that time, what I answer or telling myself is "hm. I'm still young. Maybe there's much more to happen while growing up" then i continued my life as a child.
And now, I'm 20yrs of age.. I learned a lot. More than an average man can, I may say. But the truth is, this knowledge wouldn't be sufficient enough. What I have is a few drops of everything.
that makes me weak, but through weakness I gather my strength.

(just like before.. I'm trying to tell whats all in this head.. but, something blocks my way to do so, those are: etc. i can't even mention it.. Am I a, . . . but I don't want to think that I'm a dumb.. oh crap.. hahaha)


there is this song I can't fully understand when I was a child.. It's a song of Britney..
here is the chorus: Stronger than yesterday
now its nothin' but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i...im stronger

what does she mean by being strong? - I can't see any bulky muscles in her body during that time. . - Until I realise, while growing up.. .
I was a, - kind a stupid to think that way..
well at least I understand it now... haha.

until next time. smell ya!




well Britney looks strong here. isn't she?

unstoppable

hi. its been a long time since I wrote a blog.. what the heck! I even forgot my English!. well. lets continue, shall we?

ahmmm. where are we? oh.. I'm here at the computer shop in Philippines! mabuhay!

I like Filipinos you know? yeah// cause I'm a Filipino ofcourse.
Let me describe you the characteristics of my fellow filipinos:
1. they are shit! what I mean is. they suck!!
2. filipinos are easy going! isn't it great? happy go lucky morron bastards!
3. Filipinos are cute! pogi in Tagalog(Filipino language). also there are beautiful bitches anywhere here in the firipin. wakarimasen!! maraking burate!
4. the only thing I really appreciate about filipinos are... etc.
5. Filipinos are good.
6. Filipinos are bad.
7. Filipinos live in Philippines.. but you can also find Koreans here, lots of them. even Chinese specially in china town.. You can also find fellow foreigners here in Philippines.
8.etc..
9. overall Filipinos are great and outstanding.. don't mess with a mess.. unless you want to make your life colorful.

the hell i care about Filipinos anyway. it's none of my business.. I just want to type something that's all.

right now while doing this, I'm with King Maristela. his a fellow Filipino. of course he sucks..
well king is a good comrade of mine, he laugh at my jokes most of the time, even I'm not telling him a joke he still laugh.. whats wrong with this human? can't he see I'm serious?/ anyway.

I played dota recently, and after that I had a weird conversation with this "shen_bagtas08" (that's her user name at yahoo chat add her if you want ^^)
I don't know her and she don't know me either.. She ask me.. "do I know you?",then I said "nope". . ." you know me?" she replied.. Then I said.. "you're shen bagtas"
Isn't it weird? (at least I hope it does make sense)
well I think you just wasted your precious time reading this. The same on how I wasted my time doing this. hahah. thanks for reading..

oh by the way. unstoppable is the name of the Internet cafe.. I been here since 2nd yr. i think..
ala lng.. thanks for reading.. always remember be wise! be good! and be gone! so long. see ya